May 21, 2009

i had a (shopping) dream

Last night I had a shopping dream: I was in Philadelphia (!) shopping on Rodeo Street (?!?) and going in and out of this humongous shopping mall (like I would have the energy for it right now...)

I usually have very vivid dreams, but now that I am pregnant they are more vivid than ever!

Back to the dream: I knew I was pregnant, because I went to a baby clothing store and looked at these adorable ruffled dresses, but then I went back to the mall and I kept returning to one specific article of clothing, and I really wanted to buy it, but there was a voice inside of me that kept telling me: "you don't know if you'll ever fit in one of those... ever again"...

You want to know what I was looking at?

At this!!!

A denim corset!

I've never worn a denim corset in my life!

Of course, now that I am carrying a watermelon with me wherever I go, subconsciously something is wondering if I'll ever be able to get rid of the excess belly once the baby is born.

So I guess this was a subtle way of my inner bitch to get in touch with me...

4 comments:

Daisy said...

Hi Spender,

Now is not the time to be tormenting yourself about clothing sizes. You have far more to celebrate! You look all baby so I imagine you will look fit in no time. Happiness to you and the babe. May everything go smoothly so you and the baby will have a special experience together.

Daisy

emily said...

"inner bitch" ha ha ha!!

Daisy said...

Come to think of it, channel the inner bitch (make mine killer bitch) into an inner muse who will unlease in full your creativity,hence benefitting all of your readers.

Daisy

Maria said...

Of course you will, no problem. I bounced back from my two. It's getting older that you have to worry about, hahaha, when everything shifts around a bit.